Shop Mobile More Submit  Join Login
About Deviant Evan AKA Cruton AKA MufasaMale/United States Recent Activity
Deviant for 12 Years
Needs Core Membership
Statistics 69 Deviations 1,291 Comments 12,426 Pageviews

Newest Deviations

Night Rose
Where has your soul gone, poor child?
Are you lost in tales of sanguine rivers and fiery skies?
Fear not, the path is open now, my child
Soon the skies will change and they will wash away all the fear and lies

Looking through the waves of heat
Everything is distorted and blurred
Left with my soul incomplete
My solace left me without a word
Alone, I can feel the cruel weight bearing down on me everyday
I know what I need, though I don’t know where to look nor what to say
I wait here at the water’s edge for the clarity of a Winter day
Longing for the comfort of a kind night rose blooming out of the grey
I bear my vacant soul so all can see what really lies beneath this rotting husk
A complex motif silhouetted against the beauty of an aubergine dusk
Yet thus far my open heart has proved to be no less futile than a shallow grave
I have no one, please, someone come dig me out of mine while there’s something left to save
For some time now, I have been aware of the meani
:iconcrazyfuck:Crazyfuck 1 1
Sunlit Shores
Cosmically locked in this lucid forest dream, I hear an owl beckon the night, for it is still the light of day
When They shed light upon the scars, it will reveal the parade of ashen minds, the walking talking dead in grey
The Children play jubilantly on burial ground
Skipping amongst dandelions to the merry-go-round
Soon I will go to join the light-beings that I have found
Or is it They who've found me, my soul theirs to astound
And Oh! how their teachings astonish the mind
Yet so briefly is the body left behind
You want to stay in the company of Elves
And waves of Intellect on sunlit shores
But the glistening water path is fading
Before you can grab a hold of the ores
I promised to get beyond the window
"Don't worry...I will see the river"
Upon return comes the realization
"I have been With</i> the Cosmic Giver"
This is the realm of the construct of Intellect, the world glimpsed beyond the Spiral
The sight of true enlightenment before being returned to a world
:iconcrazyfuck:Crazyfuck 0 2
Vampyric Contortion by Crazyfuck Vampyric Contortion :iconcrazyfuck:Crazyfuck 0 0 What Now? by Crazyfuck What Now? :iconcrazyfuck:Crazyfuck 1 4 Allure by Crazyfuck Allure :iconcrazyfuck:Crazyfuck 1 0 Noir by Crazyfuck Noir :iconcrazyfuck:Crazyfuck 0 0 Hmmm...Who's Next? by Crazyfuck Hmmm...Who's Next? :iconcrazyfuck:Crazyfuck 0 0 Peace Out Mutha Fucka by Crazyfuck Peace Out Mutha Fucka :iconcrazyfuck:Crazyfuck 0 0
Mature content
The De-evolution of Man :iconcrazyfuck:Crazyfuck 1 5
Point Blank by Crazyfuck Point Blank :iconcrazyfuck:Crazyfuck 0 0 Sexy Gun Pose by Crazyfuck Sexy Gun Pose :iconcrazyfuck:Crazyfuck 1 0 Show Me by Crazyfuck Show Me :iconcrazyfuck:Crazyfuck 2 0 Dark Seduction by Crazyfuck Dark Seduction :iconcrazyfuck:Crazyfuck 2 0
From Eternity
So many a day I'd slept
So many a night I'd wept
I remember the day I saw my final sunset
and in death we met
I want to hold you again
and never let you go
Share with you this harmony
Which before I'd never known
Come into the fire with me
Liberate yourself with me
Throw yourself into the sun
Liberate yourself from eternity
Liberate yourself with me
Liberate yourself from eternity
:iconcrazyfuck:Crazyfuck 0 3
Dance, Darkling Faeries
Is there something here that I cannot see?
Is everything about to end for me?
Seems obvious, but everything is so unclear
So suddenly it seems, you may not want me here
Are you wanting to rid yourself of my persistence
I'm bent to act upon it by your lack of interest
A ghost-like shell of a once unified existence
It's what I've become, dead inside to get me through this
Dance, darkling faeries, turn, turn, twirl about
Sing soft solemn songs, as I sit here without
Deal deadly demon's dust, just enough, make me cry
Dance, darkling faeries, I'll sit here and wonder why
Is it to hurt me?
Is it to spurn me?
Is it to drag me down?
Is it to break me?
Is it to drown me?
Is it to hold me down?
Is it to disgrace me?
Is it to deface me?
Is it to displace me, all at once, from your mind
and break me again before leaving me behind?
Is there something here that I cannot see?
Is everything about to end for me?
Seems obvious, but everything is so unclear
So suddenly it seems, you may not want me here
:iconcrazyfuck:Crazyfuck 1 12
Mature content
Sacrilege Made Sacred :iconcrazyfuck:Crazyfuck 1 7

Random Favourites

The Apple Wants the keys by secretspot The Apple Wants the keys :iconsecretspot:secretspot 2 3 The Lonely Apple by secretspot The Lonely Apple :iconsecretspot:secretspot 15 28 red+black THs, nets, warmers 2 by missrex red+black THs, nets, warmers 2 :iconmissrex:missrex 30 9 Rexify me by missrex Rexify me :iconmissrex:missrex 21 17 Rexify me -2 by missrex Rexify me -2 :iconmissrex:missrex 9 4 lilac ink lined, wood floor -5 by missrex lilac ink lined, wood floor -5 :iconmissrex:missrex 11 3 grey stripes, wood background by missrex grey stripes, wood background :iconmissrex:missrex 24 6 Pantyshot by final-testament Pantyshot :iconfinal-testament:final-testament 111 9 redandblack by lou24860 redandblack :iconlou24860:lou24860 4 3 Climb Up by Metal-Faery Climb Up :iconmetal-faery:Metal-Faery 6 5 The_Kiss by aBeautifyDisaster The_Kiss :iconabeautifydisaster:aBeautifyDisaster 11 2 Slurp by enVie-de-t0i Slurp :iconenvie-de-t0i:enVie-de-t0i 1 0 T as in torture by suzi9mm
Mature content
T as in torture :iconsuzi9mm:suzi9mm 530 331
sesion venecia 02 by malenkax
Mature content
sesion venecia 02 :iconmalenkax:malenkax 43 13


I have been away for a while for three main reasons

1. Work
2. Planning a move and all around craziness
3. Hard drive crash.

I should have more soon, other than that, I don't have much to report.

I would like also, to say thank you to all those who keep an eye out and keep coming around to check out my stuff, despite my long absences. It really means a lot. Thank you.
  • Listening to: Tristania - &quot;Wormwood&quot;
  • Drinking: Bacardi Superior + Dr. Pepper


Evan AKA Cruton AKA Mufasa
United States
Current Residence: BFE
Favourite genre of music: Blues, Hard Rock and Metal of all kinds
Favourite style of art: Photomanipulation (Horror/Macabre)
Operating System: Windows Vista
MP3 player of choice: None
Wallpaper of choice: Anything that has to do with Ginger Snaps Movies, Heavy Metal, Horror, or Norse Mythology
Favourite cartoon character: Stan Marsh
Personal Quote: "Give me a bottle of Jack and go pop a thumb up your ass."

Journal History


Add a Comment:
Katz1029 Featured By Owner Feb 1, 2011  Student General Artist
hi random person! XD
Crazyfuck Featured By Owner Jul 6, 2011 hi :)
liluthofthevalley Featured By Owner Jun 25, 2009  Hobbyist Writer
Checking in. I hope that you're doing alright. Let me know.
liluthofthevalley Featured By Owner Jun 17, 2009  Hobbyist Writer
[link] Searching

For you to read
liluthofthevalley Featured By Owner Jun 17, 2009  Hobbyist Writer
Glad that you're back. Hopefully you won't wait a month to get my message. I sent you a note, and I'm going to give you my personal email address in a note.
Hope I can be of some assistance.
liluthofthevalley Featured By Owner Jun 10, 2009  Hobbyist Writer
Just dropping in to say hey, and where in the hell are you!!!!!
Crazyfuck Featured By Owner Jun 17, 2009
Sorry...truly...I have been busy working and have been in recluse mode lately...just trying to figure some things out. I'm in a rough spot and don't know how or why. I want to explain but I don't really know how to describe it properly. If you ask the right questions it might help find the words, but I know that would be hard. I'll send you a note with what details I can offer.
liluthofthevalley Featured By Owner May 7, 2009  Hobbyist Writer
And I thought that I had been away a while!!! Hope that you return soon.
killerfairy Featured By Owner Apr 30, 2009  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
Thanks for faving:
Aftermath [link]
Clense [link]
Auf Weidersehen [link]
Emotion [link]
You + Me = 0 [link]
Tiny Faces [link]
Woodland Mistress [link]

You are amazing. <3
Crazyfuck Featured By Owner Jul 1, 2009
your welcome :)
Add a Comment: