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Tue Jul 14, 2009, 10:29 PM
This is not really a poem. Very little of it rhymes and it has no syllabic structure, but it was just a free write of what I was feeling at the time, so here it is. Maybe I can take a part or two and make it part of something more formed, idk.


I have no life down here
Nothing to do but destroy myself
And fool myself into making me think I enjoy it
I know what this is
It’s to give me the drive I need to make this end
But I cant seem to keep the frustration and despair on my mind

I have no life here
I have no escape
I have no place here
In this mess I’ve made

The sweat stings my eyes
From vented frustrations
Maybe I should keep it all inside
Rev up the engine, and drive my way out of here
If I cant go soon, I’ll die before another year
But its too much for everybody else

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  • Mood: Tired
  • Listening to: Sevendust - "Sorrow"
  • Drinking: Sam Adams Boston Lager

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  • Current Residence: BFE
  • Interests: All kinds of hard rock and heavy metal, vampyres, and wondering "Why the fuck are we here?"
  • Favourite movie: Ginger Snaps movies, Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back, Crank, Hostel Part II
  • Favourite band or musician: Stone Sour, Staind, Kittie, Skatterman & Snug Brim, Tool, Cradle of Filth...depending on my mood
  • Favourite genre of music: Blues, Hard Rock and Metal of all kinds
  • Favourite artist: Luis Royo
  • Favourite poet or writer: Anne Rice
  • Favourite style of art: Photomanipulation (Horror/Macabre)
  • Operating System: Windows Vista
  • MP3 player of choice: None
  • Wallpaper of choice: Anything that has to do with Ginger Snaps Movies, Heavy Metal, Horror, or Norse Mythology
  • Favourite game: The Silent Hill series
  • Favourite gaming platform: XBOX
  • Favourite cartoon character: Stan Marsh
  • Personal Quote: "Give me a bottle of Jack and go pop a thumb up your ass."
  • Tools of the Trade: Whatever I decide on or am in the mood for

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*liluthofthevalley:iconliluthofthevalley: Jun 25, 2009, 3:10:23 PM
Checking in. I hope that you're doing alright. Let me know.

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Never easy. Never clean.
To be a beast amoung human sheep.

Tired of Being Alive (Danzig)
*liluthofthevalley:iconliluthofthevalley: Jun 17, 2009, 1:59:38 PM
[link] Searching

For you to read

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If I play in the dark of the world
If I lose I don't mind


When the Dying Call (Danzig)
*liluthofthevalley:iconliluthofthevalley: Jun 17, 2009, 1:20:58 PM
Glad that you're back. Hopefully you won't wait a month to get my message. I sent you a note, and I'm going to give you my personal email address in a note.
Hope I can be of some assistance.

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If I play in the dark of the world
If I lose I don't mind


When the Dying Call (Danzig)
*liluthofthevalley:iconliluthofthevalley: Jun 10, 2009, 12:52:56 PM
Just dropping in to say hey, and where in the hell are you!!!!!

--
Just one kiss from my lips
Will rake your soul over burning coals.


Killer Wolf (Danzig)
~Crazyfuck:iconCrazyfuck: Jun 17, 2009, 10:18:21 AM
Sorry...truly...I have been busy working and have been in recluse mode lately...just trying to figure some things out. I'm in a rough spot and don't know how or why. I want to explain but I don't really know how to describe it properly. If you ask the right questions it might help find the words, but I know that would be hard. I'll send you a note with what details I can offer.

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My survival is dependent upon remaining apathetic towards my own suffering.
*liluthofthevalley:iconliluthofthevalley: May 7, 2009, 5:47:39 PM
And I thought that I had been away a while!!! Hope that you return soon.

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Free the West Memphis Three!
=killerfairy:iconkillerfairy: Apr 30, 2009, 12:19:25 PM
Thanks for faving:
Aftermath [link]
Clense [link]
Auf Weidersehen [link]
Emotion [link]
You + Me = 0 [link]
Tiny Faces [link]
Woodland Mistress [link]

You are amazing. <3

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Nurse Amy. :ambulance:

:batman::gun::spidey:

Tis known that I am a pretty piece of flesh.
- Shakespeare.
~Crazyfuck:iconCrazyfuck: Jul 1, 2009, 9:56:05 PM
your welcome :)

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My survival is dependent upon remaining apathetic towards my own suffering.
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